Emotional, VERY, the only way to describe me. If I talk about it out loud, I cry, so I'm busying myself by cleaning the house.
My baby left again today, off to infantry training for a month. I'm glad we got an extra long leave with him, but it doesn't make saying goodbye to him today any easier. We don't know if we will see him after this or if he will go straight to his school, so that makes it even harder... the not knowing of when the next time will be.
Mason is taking it hard. When we would mention that Cameron would be leaving again, he would tell us "no he isn't, he's not going anywhere". And this morning he didn't want to say goodbye. Cameron had to go pick him up and give him a hug, then Mason ran off to the other room and was in denial(I think he still is).
Keep him in your prayers for me, that he stays safe and is happy.